Good bye...

Good bye to my housemate! Even me with you guys together is not too long time however I'll cherish our memories together. We passed throught all the situations where were had angry, misery and so on...
Today I also shifted my thing into a new house. Well I know the condition is not good as well but I really got no ideas. Erm... now I just wishes that I can last long at least one years for this company! I not really want to always change job. It will make me very tiring!

ps: All the best.. BEWARE!!!

不想长大

我不想，我不想，不想长大……长大后世界就没有童话。我不想不想长大，我宁愿笨又傻。
虽说如此，可是我还是抵挡不了岁月的洗礼。我并不是傻，我只是不想再多想。
有时候我很痛恨我自己为什么我没有那种能力？上天给我的考验，我真的有办法完成吗？到现在我还是天真地想，凡事都会有自己的出路。对啊！这就是我一直以来坚持下去的理由。可能在别人眼中我就是很自私妄为；高傲的一个人。那么你是吗？你有我这种自信吗？

这个故事会令你怎么想？

有一天，我跟山说：我要搬下山去住。
山对我说：你等些日子吧！
我想了想，那好吧！过了些天……
山：你可以搬了。
我：好的。
靠山山会倒，靠水水会流。靠不住。可是，笨笨的我却选择靠山和水。
心灰……意冷……算了吧！是你们把我训练的那么独立。那么我也只好接受了。我不会再开口说什么了。我有手有脚。我知道了。

lovely day 朴信惠 是美男啊

I love this song so much and another is ANjell-Promises... Nice song....

Superwomen

I not your superwomen. I'm not a superwomen. But I wishes I am... You shoould know why I wanna be... In the family I am the elder, everything I need to settle to myself. I do not know so many thing but I try to get those information. Sometime I feel tired, I asked myself, why I am the older? Why? Why??? And Why???

I know I am not smart...
I know I am not effort...
I know I am not mature...
I know I am not strong enough...
I know... I know... I know...
I know I am not in the movement...
I know I am not in the time...
I know I am not confidence...
I know... I know... I know everyting about this...

ps: Don't tie me up... Let me go... even I am fall down in the half way, even I got danger outside... please let me... If you don't let me... i think forever I be naive.....

My mood....

When I see you smile, I feel happy.

When I see you sad, my mood go down and down.

When I miss you, I refresh our memory [ even it is passed,not going to happen anymore ]

When I need you, but you not beside of me.

However, when I know you are sick, I would ask: Hey, how are you..(touch your forehead) and say take care yourself...

When I forget you, sorry...i know this is not in the time.

When I am alone, I wishes you are beside of me. [ sadly, you are not ]

When I look at your serious face, I know what i'll do...

When I got problem, you know how to settle it to me.[ thank you ]

I want to know, when you know I am sick...Do you feel pain for me?

I want to know, when I say I want to for a movie.. Do you wanna go out with me?

I want to know, when I write something... Do you having some of the question in your mind?

I want to know, What are your feeling to me?

I want to know, do you remember me?

I want to know... What do you think???

QUESTION: Why I feel like this? I do want to admit that...I fall to you...

ps: I know you are not mind... LET GO!!!

I am who I am

I'm not that stubborn but I have planing to myself.

I'm not that smart but does'nt means that I don't understand your mind.

I'm not that rich but I now happy for my life.

I'm not that pretty but I think I am different from???

I'm not that cruel but I try my best be nice with you.

I'm not that much of admirer but does'nt means that I don't have.

I'm not that much of lover but does'nt means I don't have.

I'm not that happy but sometimes I need protection from you.

I'm not that good but I will try to read you.

I'm not that bad but did you ever try it???

I'm not that independent but I try my best be independent.

I'm not that talkertive but when I with you guys I become talkertive.

I'm not that hard purpose to but not that easy unless you use the correct way.

I'm not that hard to understand but if you use your heart to read me, you will know what I needs, What I means and What I thinking of...

ps: I am who I am... I am simple but not that simple...I like to be myself... not like the other...

Notice me please!!

I hate those people want to borrow thing from me but not ask me. Why you took my thing and not inform me? Did you know, since you took the thing from my room and without notice me I can sue you? I not selfish but at least don't make me find hard the thing. I really angry! I thinking all the time where I put the thing then suddenly you tell me you take it. Impolite!!! Impolite!!!!

有借有还，再借不难！王八蛋！臭鸡蛋！难道那我的东西就不能告诉我吗？you are not the first time to do this!!! How many chance i need to give you? I keep quite then you treat me like idiot! Is it? Is it fun? So disappointing of you and pity you! YOU DO NOT know me well!!!

ps: I hate the people like this!!! JAK SITE lah!!

BEH TAHAN LIAO!!!!

Cannot teach your dad or mom know computer unless your house can produce more computer. Every night, he came back early because ask me stand up don't let me online. I cannot msn, I cannot facebook. If can I only for few minutes enjoy only. Even my HOTEL CITY on facebook also cannot play. Now almost bankrupt already! T.T

Some more he ask me download more similar game for him. 我才不要！！！！

Plus, recently damn bad luck! First, getting flu and second is cough! After that become fever and now coughing + sore throat!!! Shit! Too free that why sick? Sick also get curse! Haiz~ a bit of regret that decision I made. I suppose to starting early then I no need to suffer here at home! Well... I beh tahan laio~~~~~~~~~

ps: next day, I need to bring back my laptop jor. So lazy~~

你看见的是真的吗？

我很好奇，你们时常说：是我亲眼看见的。。。
其实你亲眼看见的是真的吗？对的吗？有时候你的眼睛也不一定是真的。我希望我看到的不是真的。可是往往会有很多人误会。尤其，被好朋友误会。我选择单身的理由》自由。可是，好朋友们都误会我是他们的第三者，难道你们就这么对你们的感情没有信心？我有时候觉得真的很无辜。我不跟你们的伴侣说话，你们说我高傲。跟你们的伴侣说话，就说我跟你的伴侣有路。唉~ 算了吧！
嘴巴长在别人的身上。
最近被我的朋友冷嘲乐讽，叫我快点去找个伴，我想啊！可是，我没有啊！哈哈……算了吧！这些都是要看缘分吧！随缘吧！

无奈

Tell you guys a story

A father always scold his sons: Why always seat in front of the computer? Go to do another thing.

His sons: ==[ Again]

After he scolding, he will go out until 11pm then only he back home.

ONE　ＤＡＹ．．．

Father: Girl, what you play?

Daughter: Play Majong {computer game}

Father: How to play?

The girl stand up and let her father sit...

Daughter: You just need to click this and make a pair then you just score

Father: ok...

Since the day, her father teach him play his FAVORITE game, every night he come back early and forcibly occupy the computer for him playing the game.

So....

ps: The moral of the story is: Don't ever let your father or mother know computer.

SICK

Long time i not getting sick. This time sick make me feel like I living in the hell. Cannot sleep. This all need to thank for my second 'son' and my sister! Tomorrow, everything will be settle. I just need to worry and please my dad help me shift the thing only. Starting my new life.

Well I do not know what my life going to be, I just notice and wish that I can last long more than 3 month. I also do not know this decision is correct or wrong. However I need to take this risk.

ps: Wish me all the best...^^v

Sharing with you...

Today, I'm tired. Is it the reason I am getting old? haha... I do not know. However, I really enjoy the life like this.

此刻打盹，你将做梦；
此刻学习，你将圆梦；

觉得为时已晚的时候，恰恰就是最早的时候。

勿将今日之事拖到明日。

学习时的痛苦是暂时的，未学到的痛苦是终生的。

学习这件事不是缺乏时间而是缺乏努力。

学习并不是人生的一部分，但，既然连人生的一部分学习都无法征服，还能做些什么呢？

请享受无法回避的痛苦。

只有比别人起的更早、更勤奋，才能尝到成功的滋味。

谁也不能随随便便的成功，它来自于彻底的自我管理和毅力。

今天不走，明天要跑。

投资未来的人是忠于现实的人。

时间在流逝。

教育程度代表收入。

即使现在对手也不停的翻书页。

没有艰辛，便无所获。

ps: I know my life is controling by my self... but if i lost the line? How I going to catch up again? A kite why can fly so high? Why drop down? Is it similar to my life?

Well....I need to face it..

Erm...Next week is the last week for me look for my HANDSOME in BM class. I feel... why the class so short? He is the only energy i going to class. Well, i not like him but he is attracting me want to talk to him. Haha... feeling happy is few day ago, he was talked to me and sit beside of me. ^^ He know spoke chinese also. haha... so happy. We were exchanged our essay. I read his essay... haha...I think he really just came back from overseas. But he came late and go back early because his school got some event. So sad. I want to talked more with him.But I cannot find some topic also. Too bad. Ya, I admit that, I failed again.Well does not a matter. I wish this weekend he will come for class. I really want to become more friend with him. I want to read him. ^^v

ps: Wish me all the best.^^v

Today's Story

Well, I am lifeless person. But I am a story people. I wirte my ownlife. Eveyday something happened on me I will note down here no matter i use chinese or english. The rules you reading my blog is, no need to formal because i think you guys dont know what i write. Especially in english. But I think most of you will know what is my mood, if you are understand me.

Today, I meet my friend. This is the first meet after 5 years. We talk a lot. The funny thing is when I saw his face then only i remember him. We are talk a lot. We go watched movie. I also get some news from him about my high school's classmate. WAO~~ they are so powerful. 4 of them....
Ya, may be you will think that i forget people face easily why i still go out with him. Emm..... actualy you can believe me. Because i not only friend with the person just because of some reason. I will use my sense to 'scan' the person. Inside my eyes, be my friend no money, no standard. What i looking for is . If the people make me want to make friends with him then i will. Want to take believe on me, then you need to believe me.
I think you will said I HIGH NOSE. Unfortunately, please forgive me. Because that is me.Why I have more friend is more then 7 or 8 years? Because i know, I understand them. I like them so that i with them around 10 years. Even between sometime we are argue but yet we still together.

ps: Long time no socialize like this, now only i starting contact them. Need to! Suppose to!