End of 2010

Today is end of 2010. What is you wish for new year?

In this year, I was a student. I admit that become a student is much more better then a adult. I miss the life become a student. However I know that I cannot always hide in passed. Here is my challenging. The other types of challenge. I wish that I can stand for it.

Unfortunately, I also feel scare. How to say? Erm... because I going to 21st next year. But now I still got nothing. haha.....I cannot compare with the other. After I go out working I not regret I make this decision. It is correct.

Well, in new year, I think i should plan a new thing for me. ^^ Wish that dream will come true...

ps: Make a wish...

昨天日记

很多人问我你现在这份工作怎样？意思是说：好吗？我的答案其实很简单。因为我很懒惰解释。原因很简单，他们不会了解这种感受。我知道当我摄入社会大学什么新事物我要从新开始，毕竟社会大学与学校的生活截然不同。说真的我读的书不少[我这次真的有努力在读书哦！上了学院后。] 可是，我这份工作完全没有用到我学学到的东西。

再者，老板真的吝啬的过分。我可以忍。可是，有时候真的会忍无可忍。我不是自作聪明，只是当你接触那样东西以后你的思想和作风就会不一样了。这个老板说真的我真的不喜欢。并不是我要求高哦！这是真的。

昨天……我接了一通顾客打来投诉的电话。他开口闭口都是些不好听的话。还是粗话呢！嗯……有点想骂回去。可是，我还是忍了下来。有另外一个人去接。

ps:过了年，是时候了吧！

Report for yesterday

Yesterday was heavy rain... I walked in the rain and now I getting sick. Feel so cold. Why I not bring my umbrella? Ya because I was late and I rushing for time. So this is the effect I getting now...

Recently, cannot sleep well because someone stupid always keep knock something at the mid night. I know that not a matter for me, but it is too noise... And someone mother was scored her child at night. Damn it!!!

ps:=.=''

Christmas Eve

Here is my Christmas presents....hahaha....

Last Christmas I give you my heart... I wants to ask the next day you will gave it away?

Hey hey hey..... My dear friends Marry Christmas and happy New year. Erm... For today and yesterday I was happy because I have been cerebrated Christmas with my family in Genting. But don't have the feel. How to say? The Christmas feel is not that strong. However I can enjoy some nice foods also...

What is you Christmas wish? ^^

ps: Wish you guys always happy....

=.=''

Today I do not know why.. I easy to get angry... Normally I can say that my EQ is higher but now I scored a people under my current company's outlet. I know I can forgive him but I do know why I lost control to my angle. Feel sorry to him. But it is not my fault! Also no his fault! Who ask him don't want to speak to me nicely?
The other story is more worse! Why uncle always keeps some trouble to me??? You know that I got so m any work? You cannot read the amount then ask me to read for you and then explain to you! Hey!!!! I busy!!!!!!

ps: I do know why I have to stand here. Continue working here. I really do know... The experience I getting is nothing except I know how to use photostat machine.

No $$$

From today I become poor. How can this little money stand until next month? Even I not eat lunch. I still not enough to cover. Haih...
Well now I just starting my new life. I cannot stop in the half way. Although I feel so tired and tired. Forcing myself cannot cry and accept this facts. What is my next? I do not know. I wish I can continues but in between I also wish I can stop here....

ps: every day fast noodle ba! Hairs drop.

Sad

There was two sad news was happened recently. I really shocked when I was knew about it. Both also the same thing. It make me so scare I will lost my parents. Their Dad just dead in short. SHOCK!! Yet, I feel so sorry because I cannot attend the funeral.

Even I experienced that my family member disappear from one by one in front of my eyes and year by year but yet I still cannot stand their painfulness inside their feeling. Because they are more painful then me. And me cannot compare with them.

After I not went back last month and I'm stayed in my auntie's house for around a month. One week back I got the news this bad news. Then I starting to miss home, miss my dad and mom...
I feel so scare I'll lost them just in a movement time. I scare I cannot see them and argue with them. I know that in a family must have some arguing. But yet there are still have some memory are fully happiness. I cherish the memory. Those memory's feeling other people cannot notice and understand that.


ps: I miss you dad and mom... I miss my home also... T.T

无业游民的日子

对啊！无业游民的日子。这应该是我刚开始的钉板吧……这段日子里，总是控制自己不要让自己的眼泪往下掉。这是我难得的经验，因为自得的笨，也因为自己的无知，所以才会在开始时就跌到！不过总算学会了不要那么天真！社会大学真的跟学校生活差别很大！其实，无业游民的日子真的不好过。很不习惯无所事事的样子。这段日子里，我很感谢我的阿姨肯收留我。因为我不敢回家。我没有勇气去面对我的爸妈。一个多月里……我做了什么呢？

1.发霉

2.旅游

3.找工作

4.学唱歌（可是，总是学不好。真笨！！）

5.学游泳（以目前的情况来看，跌进海里的话，还是会被淹死。）

6.讲废话

现在开始了新的生活。希望能够尽快适应。