How to communicate with Engineers????

can tell me why???

can tell me how???

can tell me the truth???

Since from Valentine I working until now almost two month plus plus...But why i still slow?

My job field major is relative to engineers. Which mean I become engineers's secretary. However, it sound good right. But I still cannot join their conversation. Why??? Is it because of the one? [ Si fei jing???] I know most of them are already Cuci kepala by her. But... you still cannot avoid me because you needs to deal with me.

Feel some tired. I don't dare to say I do perfect work but what I can promise you is I can try my best to follow up with you. I understand what you say if you explain to me. Don't threaten me like an idiot or UFO....

ps: Annoying. How can I communicate with you??? Tell me please!!!!!!!!!

you might say I'm crazy...

Yes, I do!

you might say I'm lazy...

Yes, I do!

you might say I busy...

Yes, depend on...

So what is the problem?

怎样的主人会训练出怎样的跟班。

I feel so upsad today. I working for this company around one month.
I feel so sorry for my services engineers because I yet cannot provide any service for them. I disappointing about my own present. It is I really failure? They not even ask me help. Is it I'm really hard to understanding? Is it I let them feeling I am a stupid? Brainless person?

But they can't even know me. They cannot even know me.They not even try to knows my feeling. Although I am new for them,although I know I cannot help them for many things but the simple and easy you can tell me. For example you ask me go where to take thing I can find....

You know you are troubling me... when you ask the other admin to do 'service admin' s thing. I try to help you to skip the trouble in management when you were not reported me where you go. But in the same time can you please don't let me feel that I am useless in the office? I not the person you thinking of in your mind....

ps:怎样的主人会训练出怎样的跟班。你要怎样的员工是你自己训练出来的。。。。

糟糕！遭殃的会是我吧！

来到这里上班我无言。因为比起之前我工作的公司，我的确要好很多。可是，我不了解的是为什么你要为了一个你不喜欢的同事而辞职呢？难道你跟一个同事很要好，他走你也走吗？你是为了谁而工作呢？我不懂。或许我没有资格，没有资格批评别人。或许有一天我也会有这样的遭遇。

其实，人与人之前是靠沟通，了解以及相处吧！没有沟通就没有了解。没有想出就没有包容。宽宏大量。代表着什么呢？ 又有多人能够做到？ 公司的部门包括： Sale, admin, service....大概可以这样归类吧！ 每个部门走一个人。

糟糕！遭殃的会是我吧！我应该没有那么惨！ 可怜的是坐我隔壁的。她比我早进来几个月。大部分的东西都学会了。现在，我呢？哈哈……还好吧！ 至少，我还没有学会。应该没有那么可怜。看看似幸灾乐祸？不是。我的立场是中立的。我知道这间公司的潜质还不错。

my BIG DAY

Wao~~~ Today is my BIG DAY... Yesterday I was cerebrated my big day with my friends. Even is not that much of those people but we had a very enjoyable bash. We crazy to spoiled our sore. haha... From 1 in noon sing non stop until 7 evening. May be you will think that this is small case. However, for me is challenging. The most important is this is first time me and my friends can happy and mad without counting too much expenses.

Many thank for you guys. Wishes that we can continue next time.

ps: My birthday wish...

1. Every one around me happy

2. No more disaster.

3. Smooth on my workplace.

明天，我要去唱K啦！

明天，我要去唱K啦！在吉隆坡的某间k房。很期待。虽然我是出了名的走音天后，可是最重要的是开心就好。哈哈……虽然明天我的男朋友们的出席率比较高。那是因为最近跟我的好朋友闹翻了。

算了吧！至少我的哥哥有出席的。有种失望。失望只是我的好朋友们都未能出席。还有某些原因。21岁的生日就这样。算了吧！不重要了。患难见真情。路遥知马力。谁是真的关心我。谁真的有把我放在心上。自己知道。就算一封信息我都满足了。不求别的了。

ps：笑一个吧！^^

即使你有多高的知识

最近我的公司要多请几位新同事。因为我是哪个部门的一分子，所以我得负责某部分的candidate. 不是我以貌取人。而是，那些人真的不怎样。其实我没有权利去批评人家。可是，至少你要给人一个不错的印象啊！我觉得也好奇……念Engineering course出来的人没有被受过training? 当你去应征的时候你最重要的是定。你穿的再好，可是你却因为紧张而说话时发抖，然后说话时，回答不出来。那么你不是比我差。即使你有多高的知识。你的印象很重要。

我怕……我真的害怕……

以前我总是骄傲的告诉我的朋友们，我换工作了。因为我并不害怕。可是，只从我换了这份工作之后，我开始害怕了。我很怕。我第一次有这种感觉。我怕被解雇。哈哈。。。我也有怕的一天。以前我总是告诉那些关心我的朋友，这份工作不适合我。可是现在我怕的是我不能胜任这份工作。我怕……我真的害怕……

对我来说，我不想放弃在这间公司工作的机会。可是，如果自己都不能胜任这个position那么就不要浪费时间去做白日梦。我的梦想不可能会实现了吧！

>.<'' 最近总是很低落。。。原来不轻易服输的性格真的会造成困扰。