You know what is tired

You know what is tired? You know what is needs to be strong? You know how it is work? You know?

You know how to grow up? You know what is feel sorry and do not know how to say sorry? After say sorry to the person it nothing do with the thing the was happened? I know anyone also will did some mistake but... You now how to avoid. However for me, this stupid + foolish do not know. And so happy living in peaceful condition.

In such of level to said sorry, you will feel tired and listener also will feel annoying and tiring.

ps: Shiney, you are really....too happy.....you are so ''SMART''!!!

What can I do?????

People said 21052011 is world end. However, I still alive in this world. What can be? Haha... I wishes it is coming also don't. Much of around me, do not accept the facts is the world changing.

However, it is also 'WORLD END' happened in today. I have apply to quit for Neuro department. I stay in service. I do not know whether this department is suit for me or not. I do not know which department I should take.

In service department, I have little work. But in Neuro is not much of things but I scare. I not confidence. Everyone are ask me: Shiney, you can or not? Unfortunately, I do not know. I needs to do filling, GRN, all product, master report PO..... I more scare is LPO ( Government PO). This PO having deadline. I totally no idea. If I continue stay in service it is wasting my time. If take over Neuro, I scare to move a step.

However, my manager is high expecting me. I'm so sorry, I disappointing you. All f the things are messy around my mind.

ps: What can I do??????

How could our boss....

Last was Sunday, but I still tired and sleepy... Why am i so tiring? So hardworking???

Today is Wednesday, always work after 7pm something. Today got back home 8 pm. It is so tiring. Somehow, boss accuse you thing? And the most stupid person is me... Me do not notice what is happening around me. When they are solved the problem then only I know.

What did you feel if your boss keep asking you something? I really do not get any pieces of paper from my college. Might be my thinking is so simple? Stupid girl!!!!!

ps: I really stupid...

A busy Saturday

Today is Saturday. Normally I use my beautiful Saturday and Sunday stay at home. But, now, what I do is I stay in the office working. Started from 9am until now almost 7pm. I still cannot finish my work. Therefor, tomorrow, Sunday. I think I will come here and work again. What I will do in tomorrow? I think is my Neuro's Department job.

Currently, I really tiring. I still not confidence for my Neuro's Department job...

Anywhere, yesterday I had receipted a call from my college. He said that he had the cup I collecting now. haha... Feel so happy...so happy...happy......

ps: I wants watch movie...who can watch with me?

无力感！

在我开始认真付出在我的工作岗位的这一段时间里，确实我学会了很多。我很感谢同事们对我的宽容【虽然我不知道面具地下究竟是隐藏着什么的样子】可是，我是真心的谢谢你们。对于我自己的不成熟，我无言以对。对不起。可是我会试着努力地把自己的思想不再那么的单纯。

我还在考虑。到底自己能不能胜任两个部门的工作。别人怀疑我的能力，现在我也是怀疑着自己的能里。别人看见的我很自信，可是真实的我呢？

ps:我到底踩着谁的尾巴了？为什么……他们……

闷热

那天的傍晚，一场车祸发生在我的面前。我不是怕看见血腥的画面。只是，觉得有点接受不了发生在眼前的事实。

这两天闷热的天气令我睡不好。可以说根本就没有睡觉。没有的睡觉对我来说真的是个很大很大的问题。哈哈……我可以不吃，不喝……就是不能不睡。。。

Midvalley

久违了，Midvalley。 今天，我在mid valley走了一天。很开心可以见到我的旧同事。她……瘦了好多哦！是不是被气瘦了呢？哈哈……听到她丢了信，心里很是祝福。我希望她能够找到更好的。今天，我们两就这样看了两场电影。嗯…………有点失望。因为，电影没有预期的好看。感觉上，好像浪费我的钱。 哈哈……算了吧！得以见到朋友是幸福的。

ps:好期待下一次的见面呢！ 呵呵…………