Christmas Eve

Here is my Christmas presents....hahaha....

Last Christmas I give you my heart... I wants to ask the next day you will gave it away?

Hey hey hey..... My dear friends Marry Christmas and happy New year. Erm... For today and yesterday I was happy because I have been cerebrated Christmas with my family in Genting. But don't have the feel. How to say? The Christmas feel is not that strong. However I can enjoy some nice foods also...

What is you Christmas wish? ^^

ps: Wish you guys always happy....

=.=''

Today I do not know why.. I easy to get angry... Normally I can say that my EQ is higher but now I scored a people under my current company's outlet. I know I can forgive him but I do know why I lost control to my angle. Feel sorry to him. But it is not my fault! Also no his fault! Who ask him don't want to speak to me nicely?
The other story is more worse! Why uncle always keeps some trouble to me??? You know that I got so m any work? You cannot read the amount then ask me to read for you and then explain to you! Hey!!!! I busy!!!!!!

ps: I do know why I have to stand here. Continue working here. I really do know... The experience I getting is nothing except I know how to use photostat machine.

No $$$

From today I become poor. How can this little money stand until next month? Even I not eat lunch. I still not enough to cover. Haih...
Well now I just starting my new life. I cannot stop in the half way. Although I feel so tired and tired. Forcing myself cannot cry and accept this facts. What is my next? I do not know. I wish I can continues but in between I also wish I can stop here....

ps: every day fast noodle ba! Hairs drop.

Sad

There was two sad news was happened recently. I really shocked when I was knew about it. Both also the same thing. It make me so scare I will lost my parents. Their Dad just dead in short. SHOCK!! Yet, I feel so sorry because I cannot attend the funeral.

Even I experienced that my family member disappear from one by one in front of my eyes and year by year but yet I still cannot stand their painfulness inside their feeling. Because they are more painful then me. And me cannot compare with them.

After I not went back last month and I'm stayed in my auntie's house for around a month. One week back I got the news this bad news. Then I starting to miss home, miss my dad and mom...
I feel so scare I'll lost them just in a movement time. I scare I cannot see them and argue with them. I know that in a family must have some arguing. But yet there are still have some memory are fully happiness. I cherish the memory. Those memory's feeling other people cannot notice and understand that.


ps: I miss you dad and mom... I miss my home also... T.T

无业游民的日子

对啊！无业游民的日子。这应该是我刚开始的钉板吧……这段日子里，总是控制自己不要让自己的眼泪往下掉。这是我难得的经验，因为自得的笨，也因为自己的无知，所以才会在开始时就跌到！不过总算学会了不要那么天真！社会大学真的跟学校生活差别很大！其实，无业游民的日子真的不好过。很不习惯无所事事的样子。这段日子里，我很感谢我的阿姨肯收留我。因为我不敢回家。我没有勇气去面对我的爸妈。一个多月里……我做了什么呢？

1.发霉

2.旅游

3.找工作

4.学唱歌（可是，总是学不好。真笨！！）

5.学游泳（以目前的情况来看，跌进海里的话，还是会被淹死。）

6.讲废话

现在开始了新的生活。希望能够尽快适应。

Blog updated.

Recently I across some difficulties. I pity my friend and thank a lot to my friend. They are always keep beside me. I appreciate for that. However now I'm get a new job. Between I looked for two jobs before. Both also said that to me I am too young. It hurt me a lot. After went back home no one is knew that I was cried. ^^
But,I told myself no problem. This is challenge for me. While is another wrong GOD. haha...

ps:my drear friend thank a lot to you....
You know who you are.

沒有ending的挑戰

人家說跌到是給你從新站起來的機會。很久都沒上來寫blog了。原因我沒有電腦，有電腦等於沒有因為 沒有的上網。老實說我很懷念讀書的日子，至少不比煩那麼多的事。現在原本準備在社會上衝刺卻覺得自己無能為力。真像個廢人。可是我知道艱難的日子還沒有結束因為這只是剛開始的遊戲。這也是一場沒有終點的遊戲。