Destroy..

Today, I went to my oral test. I was destroyed in my test. My lecturer don't know what I say. However, I already presented my best. Now i worry how i going to past on this almost forgetable subject. Feel that I so failure. I cannot fail this subject. So sad and disappointed to me. How can I forget all those thing?
Come here study learn english. Go back home use chinese. No chance touch to Bahasa. College said they will arrange the scedure for us to take MPW subject. Find, I wait. Two years later on,

Program leader: Those local students who need to take MPW subject need to register by your own. I not arrange for you.

Oh my God! Why did'nt you tell early? I forgot everthing already.

How I going to handle this time challenge? I really no idea. Exam coming soon. I need to take a break right now. Most worry subject is Introduction Money and Banking. Second is Bahasa and Moral. Those three is killing me. M&B...T.T

Poor in writing in English is it a fault? Poor writing skills is it my fault?
Answer: Yes, is youe fault. Because you not yet prepared. Yes, you are. Because you not yet handle. Yes, you are....

Why still sitting here blaming yourself? Go read more. Is it enough time to me now?

ps: Diploma you cannot handle, how you going to handle your degree? Don't dream. Come back to reality.