Tired

Recently I really tired. No matter from pysical or any other... Actually I still thinking what am I suppose to do after 15th July. After that I just leave MPW subject only. So boring. I should not waste my time right? i need to get a job as soon as possible is it?
Be honest, Money and Banking really killing me now. I really scare.I think you guys will scord me why you wasting your time sitting here thinking those thing which are no need to think about. Actualy, I dont know. That is one part of my life and I need to go through. Similar with i dont know how to cross the trouble but I have to be brave.
I want to study in high standard of ccollege, but I think I cannot. haha... Impossible for me. Give up! Go to get a job...


ps:Sometime i really wish that have a shoulder borrow me. Even a minute also enough for me.
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Recently, one of the guy in the new friends's list who are like to talk always talk to me, make my lovely housemate started make fun of me. When they talk I dont really understand what they say so that I just keep quite. But this brother talk to me... Yet in my mind smile is polite way to treating a people. Due to he talked was funny and both of us laugh. Therefore I think this is the main reason for them misunderstood. But dont care, this types of life i go through so many time. As normal...

ps: speechless
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Today, i shocked bacause one of my friend like to eat McD then I do not know. But is not fault because we are seldom to talk. He always busy to his staff and me recently also busy, tired. However, when I talk to him today, i am happy because he got the McD cup... Yeah~ I can continous collecting. But I feel disappointed also because he just got one of the colour that I missing. Still lack of one. No more complete...

ps: Thank for you...