confusing

Be honest, I did like my current job. However, GOD bless me and now appear second chance for me. But I affear. I do not know this chance I should ake or should'nt take. Well, in this world not such thing is free lunch. Between I need to go there for interview that is a problem. I do not know that place and I totaly no idea what will be going on at that place. The living cost there is higher then my recent place.
I cheeck the map from the web, yet not showing me transportion is enter there. Except from personal car. Anywhere I need to go. This is my chance. I needs to take it. I think this is the challenge for me. I wish that job is better and I will get well in my job field.

ps: GAMBATEH!!!

一个字：闷！

很多人在读书的时候总是会想快点出来工作，以为可以得到解脱。可是，当你进入了社会大学才知道不期然。不是你所期待，你所想象的那样。本人现在的工作真的好无聊！好就好在我的办公室里只有我一个人。怀处在于，没有挑战。
那么辛苦读了比大马教育文凭高一级的书出来。竟然……我忽然觉得我有点浪费！真的！可是，我根本就身不由己。我没有选择的余地。我只能说机会错过了一次就没有了。

ps:希望我能挨过吧！

Updated

I started my new life. Is it happy for me? I think I know the answer. I do not know. I do not know what? Unfortunately a clear answer in my heart.I needs to feel sorrow or happy? Because I know my direction clearly. However, I cannot make it truth. I have been choosen this type of life just because a forcing energy come from outside.
I do not know I can stand on this life? Well I will try it. Wish to....

new life

Actually my new life make me speechless. WHY??? Because I have no choice. I'm always asking myself is it this is the life I wish to? A clear answer appear in my heart. I notice that. Well when you stand with me you will know life is forcing you become like something and yet you have to plays the role.

But so far, since I started my new life I been alone. Is it this is called independent? I not wish to...I miss my old life. This is not the types of live I want. Even seen so free but not free. I lost my freedom!

May be you will say that when I working I 'll lost freedom but...Well never mind!

ps::(