new life

Actually my new life make me speechless. WHY??? Because I have no choice. I'm always asking myself is it this is the life I wish to? A clear answer appear in my heart. I notice that. Well when you stand with me you will know life is forcing you become like something and yet you have to plays the role.

But so far, since I started my new life I been alone. Is it this is called independent? I not wish to...I miss my old life. This is not the types of live I want. Even seen so free but not free. I lost my freedom!

May be you will say that when I working I 'll lost freedom but...Well never mind!

ps::(