I happy that I have 1 or 2 friends sharing my life story. I really cherish for that.
Today, in the meeting, one of my colleague asking me a question, she said...
Y: Shiney, actually I wants to ask you a question. Are you recently in stress? It might related with you personal problem... but you also can not answer to this question.
Shiney: erm....( my heart telling me, cover...you needs to wear mask to protect yourself). No, actually it nothing just feel some stress.( I can't tell you, because I'm not believe on you guys anymore)
Y: ok loh...
Her face was showing to me, she not believe me. Yeah~~ I know. But I really don't wants to share. Somehow in front of my manager. She is believing to 'HER'. Anywhere, a hole in my heart is painful. I try to treat it, but still hard to cure. I think I needs sometimes.
When on the way back, my manager told me... She given some signal for me. I also given some signal. This situation like playing some game. Its called 'HEART TALK'. You needs to know very good strategies to protect your heart and when you get attached you have to learn hoe to cure it in short while and try to hired your truth face in front.
Manager: Shiney, don't think that you are not important. Actually, you are important. You can helps your service manager and those service engineers.
I think it is my "BAG". A very heavy bag...
ps: I feel tired to play the game. If not continues playing, I will get 'shot' deeply and kit out from the game. Forever, I won't success in my life.
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