Just give me a place to release

When I first join in this company. I feel it is good for me because I can learn something. But now I feel tire. Not only because of I needs to finished my job within one day but the most make me tired is I do not know how to monitor my relationship.

What does it mean by I do not have improvement? Did you have? Is that I really so stupid? Today, I heard again. I got not improvement. I'm now serious to think of I will leave this company. She always wish that I can off from this company.

Yesterday, I heard one of my friend go back to study. I feel so jealous for her. I wish I can so. Study..... You also not that good. How could you request people to support you?

ps: Just give me a place to release.