Who knows

Since I enter my career live across 8 months, i think. What would happen if I stopped working? No body know what I feel and care your feeling. But lucky is I have two friends who are ready to borrow me their shoulder and who is willing listen to me. i know that I'm wasting my time. I know that now I'm can't do any comment to my live.

The dream wish to have a colorful life which is destroyed. Because I know I could not reached it. The mountain how high I not scare, but what I make me afraid is when I reached the peak It is dizzy. You are the winner in the same time you also be a looser. Why? Because you got nothing with you. No body sharing the happiness with you.

I know i got simple image in this company. But I hate this feeling! I not simple but I try to pretending I'm harmless people. I'm wondering. I wonder. Who know me? I'm the weakness. I'm the looser.

What my life going to be? What will happen the next?

委屈；搬家。

终于我搬家了。不知是因为不习惯的关系还是我多心。我感觉到某些东西。 怎么说呢？很难说。你知道吗？帮我搬家的认识我正在处心积虑要对付的人。没错就是10年妖精。我很感谢她。在商场，我的社会大学里……该怎么说呢？我也不会说。

最近发生了一件事。我不知道该怎么解决的一件事。或许我还不够狠吧！毕竟我的社会大学经验还浅。到底我该怎么做？怎么做才能一石二鸟？两全其美？我好想……好想……有个朋友，马上来载我走。就算两个小时也好。让我静静的想一想。好好的想象。