Who knows

Since I enter my career live across 8 months, i think. What would happen if I stopped working? No body know what I feel and care your feeling. But lucky is I have two friends who are ready to borrow me their shoulder and who is willing listen to me. i know that I'm wasting my time. I know that now I'm can't do any comment to my live.

The dream wish to have a colorful life which is destroyed. Because I know I could not reached it. The mountain how high I not scare, but what I make me afraid is when I reached the peak It is dizzy. You are the winner in the same time you also be a looser. Why? Because you got nothing with you. No body sharing the happiness with you.

I know i got simple image in this company. But I hate this feeling! I not simple but I try to pretending I'm harmless people. I'm wondering. I wonder. Who know me? I'm the weakness. I'm the looser.

What my life going to be? What will happen the next?