confusing

Be honest, I did like my current job. However, GOD bless me and now appear second chance for me. But I affear. I do not know this chance I should ake or should'nt take. Well, in this world not such thing is free lunch. Between I need to go there for interview that is a problem. I do not know that place and I totaly no idea what will be going on at that place. The living cost there is higher then my recent place.
I cheeck the map from the web, yet not showing me transportion is enter there. Except from personal car. Anywhere I need to go. This is my chance. I needs to take it. I think this is the challenge for me. I wish that job is better and I will get well in my job field.

ps: GAMBATEH!!!

一个字：闷！

很多人在读书的时候总是会想快点出来工作，以为可以得到解脱。可是，当你进入了社会大学才知道不期然。不是你所期待，你所想象的那样。本人现在的工作真的好无聊！好就好在我的办公室里只有我一个人。怀处在于，没有挑战。
那么辛苦读了比大马教育文凭高一级的书出来。竟然……我忽然觉得我有点浪费！真的！可是，我根本就身不由己。我没有选择的余地。我只能说机会错过了一次就没有了。

ps:希望我能挨过吧！

Updated

I started my new life. Is it happy for me? I think I know the answer. I do not know. I do not know what? Unfortunately a clear answer in my heart.I needs to feel sorrow or happy? Because I know my direction clearly. However, I cannot make it truth. I have been choosen this type of life just because a forcing energy come from outside.
I do not know I can stand on this life? Well I will try it. Wish to....

new life

Actually my new life make me speechless. WHY??? Because I have no choice. I'm always asking myself is it this is the life I wish to? A clear answer appear in my heart. I notice that. Well when you stand with me you will know life is forcing you become like something and yet you have to plays the role.

But so far, since I started my new life I been alone. Is it this is called independent? I not wish to...I miss my old life. This is not the types of live I want. Even seen so free but not free. I lost my freedom!

May be you will say that when I working I 'll lost freedom but...Well never mind!

ps::(

Good bye...

Good bye to my housemate! Even me with you guys together is not too long time however I'll cherish our memories together. We passed throught all the situations where were had angry, misery and so on...
Today I also shifted my thing into a new house. Well I know the condition is not good as well but I really got no ideas. Erm... now I just wishes that I can last long at least one years for this company! I not really want to always change job. It will make me very tiring!

ps: All the best.. BEWARE!!!

不想长大

我不想，我不想，不想长大……长大后世界就没有童话。我不想不想长大，我宁愿笨又傻。
虽说如此，可是我还是抵挡不了岁月的洗礼。我并不是傻，我只是不想再多想。
有时候我很痛恨我自己为什么我没有那种能力？上天给我的考验，我真的有办法完成吗？到现在我还是天真地想，凡事都会有自己的出路。对啊！这就是我一直以来坚持下去的理由。可能在别人眼中我就是很自私妄为；高傲的一个人。那么你是吗？你有我这种自信吗？

这个故事会令你怎么想？

有一天，我跟山说：我要搬下山去住。
山对我说：你等些日子吧！
我想了想，那好吧！过了些天……
山：你可以搬了。
我：好的。
靠山山会倒，靠水水会流。靠不住。可是，笨笨的我却选择靠山和水。
心灰……意冷……算了吧！是你们把我训练的那么独立。那么我也只好接受了。我不会再开口说什么了。我有手有脚。我知道了。

lovely day 朴信惠 是美男啊

I love this song so much and another is ANjell-Promises... Nice song....